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The Moon Flux Songs

The Moon Flux Song is an epic and areal narrative that has Six Units in total; each unit having six parts in them and each part is comprised of six sections.

Emmaphire: I
Emerald: II
Sapphire: III
Lightmond: IV
Eyemond: IV
Eyeonium:VI

Here are Two Opening Units for you to read.

Emmaphire: I

I

i.

You seek not
Nor do you sing
Singular you are
Solid as a dead-door
But I curve an invisible door-frame over yours
And see how an eternal passage to the universe goes on perpetual avenues

ii

I always carried the torch
The torch of seeking on
I bled still carried the bidding
I always remained on the flux like the moon
And I erase myself alone in the solitude of my hurts
And see how gardens magnify themselves in songs of serene soft

iii.

Unlike you I always remained on the open
To receive whatever the waves bring in
I always bled for I receive hurtling rocks
Of this shut fun-turned nippetty-hippetty world
But kept open like a seashell and inside my closed dark
Look how I gathered outwards crafting of the ceaseless waves of the ocean

iv.

You never seek or rise
For you are closed like a dead-egg
But I offered your dead-egg the love of warmth
Never taking the probability too seriously I kept at it
In harsh winds hot rains and heated moist of hatred
And opened windows through that egg where birdsongs now craft life’s phoenix


v.

You tell the world you have got the scriptures
Because you can now scribble over the walls
Of all that is beautiful with your nasty swear-words
That you can now even piss on yourself for you have lost
Any respect of what you are and ridicule the bees and butterflies
For they are resilient and diligently worship the beauty of honey and colours

vi.

You stay in your shut-castle while I ride on the dark nights
I seek out the moon-sung valleys where rivers rise in currents
And I seek the soul’s land-shapes in landscapes that you neither
Seek nor understand and you accuse me of being unfit in your game
But I breathe love and the magnanimity of its splendours that you may never see
And I signify the insignias of your shut-shot and sing of openings even if I bleed


II

i

This lady at Great Yarmouth Peak Hospital told me
Over this mini-chat that some poet she read made her
Feel terribly patronised and I stood there speechless
Thinking: God mercy on my poor soul! This could
Perfectly be you who always find too small a room to fit
Anything in that you do not recognise and feel patronised

ii.

Forgive me for the misgivings that this may cause
But listen to the songs of the winds that reach you
When you do not even think about the spread from which
They come from these winds and reaching you they rise
Through you and all you return back is a blank stare or
A lost insignificant look of oblivious contempt silence-sealed

iii.

I saw love as I grew with time younger unlike you
I grew with time like the days and like the nights
And I learnt to be like the river everyday a festival
A festival of tides rising and rinsing me as well as
Taking me with them to the depth of the oceans where
Waves and weather weave out unfathomable geometry of magic

iv.

I found love in the air and the shares of it were spread
Out in every element and essence that I touched or when
They reached me growing inwards deeper and deeper
I became an earth of silence invisibly receiving alone all
The trees of what made everything a breathing out of love
I received it all in many a forms many a shapes and many a colours

v.

And I shall tell you all that I came through that left their marks
On my lonely being like the way an artist’s strokes leave marks
Of her inner landscapes in the kisses of shapes and colours
The universe sealed me with stamps of invisible diamonds always
Enriching in the unfathomable only tangible in the jasmine scents
Only touchable in the rise of the skies singing turquoise symphonies

vi.

And here I stand rising in the smoke of the pains
And here I stand singing in the hurts of my wounds
That grappled my thin skin that is carrying scars still I
Seek ways to rise through the dirty crafty passage-ways
Of hatred to plant my plant that I have got planted inside
My being of the love that I have inhaled of the Universe


III

i

Eye must you keep open
Eyes must you keep open
And eye in the universe as
She speaks to you in tongues that
Only take you high higher and higher a plane

ii.

I might say this or might I add that
But at the posh shop where you window-shop
Wishing you were inside will tell you to go away
For you have monies in other places if you know
How to seek or where to look but will you head
Will you move away in a hurry for you are getting old

iii.

The sleeker you think you are
The colder you are in your heart
The lesser you are a human than the cat
Can I sing a bubble can I raise you a coin
From the ground of the pebble and let you touch it
So that you can feel how the earth has written music on its spread

iv.

I have seen the rise of cold
I have seen the lengthening hoards
Of market and its stalls rising and eating
All the shapes and forms into its profound shapelessness
Of uniformity and you are only a shadow in your safety-belt
Only knitting nightmares’ expanding landscapes in your loss

v.

So here we stand
Beneath our feet
We have the rocks
You look at the broken glass
I look at the moss
Shall we sing on a mossy velvet song

vi.

I have seen the eagle rise
I have seen the eagle shot
I have fed the chicks on the nest
I have watched the moorhen parents seek and feed their chicks
And have I lost my faith when knives are out and red
No for I have inhaled love flowing on from heaven’s rivers

IV

i.

In this flow of things
Where they simply unfold
Expressing in a nutshell what
They are or ought to be as they dream
And in this you stay static in safety’s rock
Stuck an iron-rod standing as you rust on

ii.

And yet you can bet
Nothing could make you
Safe for the iron reaches the end
Where the rusting surely signs it off
And leave you purely in and with dust
Without any crust of cream of what you could have been

iii.

Yet I can sing songs
And they could reach you the brick wall
Where you wrote posters of your sad dirty marks
Knowing not that beauty is where you craft a word
In the air and it forms an invisible bloom flowing on
Reaching the shores of others’ ears making you out glowing

iv.

Does it matter what is said
For your sad little life sucks
Suck is the only word you wake up to
And it is the only dump you go back to sleep
And you keep at rotating on the hamster wheel
Feeling big since you think you have found a way to beat Einstein up

v.

Falls you are seeking for thrills
But rise you may not reach
For you are broken legs an athlete
Suffering from intellectual athlete feet
Missing the athletic winds gymnastic blooms of summer
Can you at all try to open your eyes to hold the day

vi.

I am deeply-done seeking riches
Of a different reach where reaching
Or enrichment is neither sought nor gained
Where it is neither the goal nor a game but the living
Where being in the whole of the endless bloom
Holding it all in end-naught of joys pulsating invisible seasons and winds

V

i.

This lake where people fish
Is just a lake but I have found her
A mirroring duplicate of the sky
Where both play while the other sings
And I am always holding the awe at the middle
Shall I sing you a song of singular song of infinite joy

ii.

You are in love with yourself
A filled up scarecrow narcissus
And yet you can not breathe for
You have this need to make another
A nemesis gnome and you two now enter the field
A continuous battle a perpetual war a hatred-fed dual is your lot

iii.

I only speak of what you could have been
I only sing only what you ought to have been
But you will not sing for you have no notes
And you can only break any instrument that
Will let you sing and here is the pity for you
Seek to size up all that you could grab and hide them all for yourself

iv.

No is your word
Not is your anthem
Yes is your enemy
Yes is what you fight
But the dawn does break
The egg of the day missing you

v.

I have let the song sing me
I have risen with the mist from the misty earth
I have risen with the heat of the monsoon rain
I have seen the madness in the eyes of the people
Who want to make who want to shape who want to sing
But you are butted into your castle clasping your dolls

vi.

Sing if you may
Run if you can
Risk if you care
And rise to the rock
And look up to the skies
And tuck it in your eyes

VI

i.

I have seen the earth soften
I have heard the robins sing
I sung the dark night in the notes of my blood
I have loved the imsleys I have loved the yellow bird singing
I have learnt the duck I have learnt the cockerel and I have learnt
All that is soft all that is seal all that is dolphin on this earth

ii.

I kept open the windows
I kept open the doors
I ran on the corridors
I swam on the swamps
And as I grew I have received
The calls that cupped me into a coral bloom

iii.

I have followed the yellow bird singing
From tree to tree from house to house
I have followed the olive tree rising in green
I have seen the yellow mustard-field forming sun-fire-burning
I have inhaled the invisible green emerald of the coriander-fields
I have drunk love and her invisible tides both high and low

iv.

Here you may stand
Here you may sit
But remember to reach
The wooden bench where
The wood carries on singing its elements
Hear your own and seek the soul of your core

v.

Ring the rope and rip it out
And open it and see how far it goes
For at the end there it is a long long rope
And between its two points it now has a shape
Ring and sing your rope and bring it to life
For you have it just this brief once

vi.

I shall tell you of love
This is no tale nor is it a fairy light
Love is the air love is the breath
Faith is the key make it your boat
The kayak this kayak now row in the song
Love is the breath that still keeps you folded when you are broken.


To Read the Following Poems Follow the Links

The Inner Phantom

I Search for the Myth of Life

Like a Blown Kiss

Rainbow Lady

East Grinstead

Epyllion

Circularity of Our Understanding

Playing I do with Words

I’m no Macbeth

The Straight Line Theory

Keep Falling Starlike

Slaves of None

Through the Window

In the End

Theory of Spin

A House of Clouds in the Sky

The Bud  Dramatics

Sizzling

 

To Read More of Munayem Mayenin's Poetry

Emerald: II

I
i.

They still doubt it
Even though I spoke
With the statics of the church spire
Even though the words brought the silk of dynamics of winds and tides
Even though I spoke of beautiful flux and fluidity of hours and about Emmaphire
They still remain colder than any empty coffin’s lull and lingering deathly silence

ii.

They still think I shall not find you I shall never find you to reach to reach to reach
I who wrote the Book of Hours after I crossed the first death-river on the arched-bridge
Built on the gifts of the Leaf Woman and on the woods of my parents’ sunken hearts
I who wrote the Book of Hours in the clearing among the bamboo-breeze singing
I who at four wrote the Book of Hours on Maa’s dust-dry milk with my pebbles
Till I would cross the second death’s bridge on my Brother’s silent lingering songs

iii.

They still denounce me even though
Their eyes are marbled up and solid
Even though their faces are all cemented bricks
They still think I shall never reach you-never
For they do not think this Ocean exists and
That I shall therefore never find her Shore

iv.

Yet, I am the Muu the whale-the whale that spoke to my mother
In the body of the water where the moon swam at night by the
Village where there was the temple of the moon of silver songs
There I played the organ made in the muscles of my heart
I played Sapmitele for my Sapmitele Maiden who they do not
Even believe in yet I who rose like the sun do and sing you

v.

They say I shall never find my way in the mist where deserts form of sticky haze
They who are figurine doll-like silence staring all made up solid making marks
They who never listen for their hearing has hardened into the pavement slabs
In the city where the rain makes them mirrors to which they even do not look
They say: He shall never find the Strand of whatever in this haystack of dark
They say this without knowing that I can torch my heart out into firefly lights

vi.

They still deny what I say for they do not have the spring earth
Where the seeds find a home that makes them into living books
And they look at the tea-hut and find a guy selling teas and they
Look at the sky glistening in the flowing current of the ocean of eternity
And they even do not register the kites flying flowing rising like children
They still say with steel contempt: He shall never make it to the Shore of Naz

II

i.

They only read a word as if it is a brick a cemented one for it is safe as a knife
In their kitchen drawers but I who spoke words and in with and through them
And when I say today I can hear yesterday’s falls and touch tomorrow’s carnivals
When I say today they hear the time of death yet I mean eternity the time eternal
But they do not listen nor do they want to step up or out or down the path that
They do not know or heard of but how could they if they never venture out at all

ii.

They always want to predict
They always want to pre-empt
And they do not know they can not
For I know when the second death came calling me
My Brother had already left the temporal city and its spread
And I heard my Naz Strand’s Shore calling my brother’s name

iii.

Yet they do not know that nor would they believe in it
For they only hear the sounds of coins and notes that they print
Yet I crossed the third Bridge made of the Mynah Bird calling my Brother
Before she walked into the other kingdom where everyone goes but she went
Like lightning goes through the sky curving rivers with the blood of lights
That these figurines do not know for they have no strand at all to charge them

iv.

I came now to the water and the fire took hold of me and sang to me power
To break my every silicon of the body and I carried on riding on my pebbles
I carried on writing my Book of Hours and my Father fought like a Karelian soldier
My Mother stood there being a lamp of hours and I crossed the fourth death-bridge
And I rose on my wobbly feet where a Sister I had of law who became my scratches
And even though I wobbled I learnt to take strides and wrote on my Book of Hours

v.

And there were other bridges of death I crossed like white rivers over black soil
Little death marking holes over my being’s marshlands where fires lit on holes
Holes like the ones made by falling bombs on vegetation green burnt to holes
I crossed those bridges one after another one after another taking it in mutely
I then crossed these death-dunes but carried on listening to the Yellow Bird
That put on fire every tree she flew onto that copied oceans of delights in my heart

vi.

And I now fell in love with you who were the Yellow Bird fire of all my hours
The letters of the alphabet of the language in which I was writing my book of you
My book of Naz, my book of the Shore of today of yesterday of tomorrow of always
But they would not listen to me and still say: He shall never find the shore of Naz
I who defied all the stones turning them into banana trees that stood on white marrow
I made all the negations a Bayhoola steel giving it life of Rypale-vine flowing river

III

i.

They always want to stop me speak of you and say: We know what he is going to say
They wait and when they fail to spoon me out they become angry for they do not know
How to read the Book of Hours the Book that I have inhaled every syllable of every
Alphabet of and every of its punctuation mark and every of its brook I lived in every
Breath that I inhaled as a river I inhaled as the ocean inhale the coming dancing rivers
So they fail to predict and they shall forever fail to predict what I shall say I shall say

ii.

So here when I speak I speak to thee you see they could not know that I call you thee
Thee who spoke to me in harsiman a tongue that took different shapes and colours
But I forever knew when the sands of Naz when the Shore of Strand rises to reach
Yet they would want a stick six fit and a quarter of an inch and it always a stick
For they would not know how nine worlds rose through the leaves of nine elms
Or how a Maple tree offers leaves to call times flow and yet seeks Poplar’s spread

iii.

One two three
They say he is going to sing but I on the other hand tell them that I shall not sing
I who learnt to love you in the time of Cholera spreading like a dark fire across villages
I smelt death I heard fear as if a mythical beast came alive in the cries of wolfs and dogs
And they still wonder: What is he speaking about! What is he going on about! Love!
He shall never reach the Sapmitele Maiden on the Shore of the Naz Strand never he shall

iv.

And yet I loved you on while fears and frights spoke during Cholera
A boy still out in the rectangle of moon-shaped courtyard flooded at night
I stood listening out and the Book of Hours in which you were safely singing
A river of white silence and all its layers of current and concurrent rhythms
I learnt to figure out the shape of your Shore and the Strands of the colours
Of your speech where you are the speech itself and I am the hall of silence

v.

To write this book I had words falling out of the window of my mother’s mouth
Like butterflies flowing out leaving dust of areal gold and diamond and they were
The pebbles with which I wrote my names to name you you see Mim is where I was
For you were the words my mother’s and I wrote you in my Book of Hours seeking
To draw my journey’s route that I ought to take to reach the Shore your Shore yours
The Shore of the Naz of Strand but surely they do not believe me when I speak of you

vi.

The story that my mother spoke where the Giant stole the Princess
They would not believe in it for their stories are all soiled soggy papers
That the Giant stole the Princess and made her into a Bee and kept her in a gold box
At the bottom of the sea and the Prince rose high and dived deep and found the Giant
And fought him and got the Princess out for she was his soul and he let her out onto life
The Bee of the Princess rose like the day of the dawn of the rose with the Prince now

IV.

i.

Kalewala, Taikka Wanhoja Karjalan Runoja Suomen Kansan Muinoisista Ajoista
You see like the way no one can predict how the wind forms a whirlwind I am
Like the way no one can hold but I who call you by making the verbs a noun
I who sung your trails of left marked in my soul I who spoke of you and speak
Always with the depth of lights and spreadth of dark I who always knew how
How to love you for you were my Yellow Bird letting all green burn yellow seas


ii.

Kalevela! Kaalbella! They read and say why are you speaking of words like that
As if they were bigger than us or smaller than Canary Wharf yet they do not know
That the smallest of bird brings forth the biggest of gifts as it sips honey from flowers
They do not know that words are all I have of my Mother and of my Father and all
I had was my words to follow your silk to follow your call to follow your gravity’s pull
Words like har words like menhir like mimir like simir like silmapari like ihana lempi

ii.

Angorkha said my mother and the cardigan spoke to her
Korhee called my mother and the pebble spoke to her
Yaan sung my mother to locate a new house at the north east corner
From where my House of Hours rose solidly rising opening to the south
And Kalevela! Kaalbella! Rose in death for it is the black time of Black Death
Where heaps of black form a Blackheath in times of cholera plague or epidemic

iii.

They seek quick compound they seek fast resounding sound bites
And they cannot fathom how one could love in the times of cholera
And yet there it was the Kaalbella and yet that is where they are stuck
For an aubergine is just a vegetable to them just solidly soiled up defined
Always weighing two hundred and forty six grams but it is more than that
But only to whom who knows how to love like layers of silk in the wind

iv.

Kalevela! Kaalbella! But I knew the layers of words for my mother was one
Layers upon layers stairs upon stairs skies upon skies heavens upon heavens
And thus Kaalbella is eternal time or the time of eternity or the belle of eternity
Or the violin of eternity or the float of eternity or even good time for these layers
Called your names for you are of all the names beautiful words that I read and
All the beautiful songs and landscapes I visited made up or dug out of this world

vi.

But they would not understand
For they want fish and chips for
They are dug in the concrete floor
At the beginning of the flux gone solid
Having themselves in the concrete of death

V.

i.

I who rose and saw Black Death
Of animals fallen sudden and quick
Regardless of their names or types
All suddenly fell on the path of the mouth
Of Black Death that came like a whirlwind
From nowhere a real dark fire a dark fire tornado

ii.

And all the animals died
All except a Cockerel
All except a Duck
In the kingdom of desolate black silence
Where smells of death and lingering fears roamed
In their breath yet they carried on chipping the dark for lights

iii.

And I saw how magic materialised in silence
Even out of Black Death how life grew the way
You grow out of darkness of this city the way you smile
Through the continuum of Black Death of this city
The Cockerel walked solemnly fearing his shadow
The Duck walked hearing her shadow’s scary voice

iv.

But I was drawing their drawings as they drew a circle
Between them I who was writing the Book of Hours where your brooks
Were spreading their white ink in my yellow book my Yellow Book
You who rose through the mist and spoke to me with eyes of the imsleys
You who spoke through the purple silence of the aquanims and birdsongs
And I saw how they suddenly walked into the circle of eternity being the one

v.

There they were in the circle they made
Circle of oneness of a friendship
Friendship of the Naz and the Strand
And they were now my alphabet to sing your notes
And I played my Sapmitele for my Sapmitele Maiden
Who were singing north wind by the southern ocean

vi.

They still say: He is never going to find this Naz Strand Shore
For all it is a fabricated myth only what they fail to grasp is this
This Plain is what I found there in the circle of the Cockerel and Duck
This Plain was Itha Plain This Plain is Itha Plain where I built my Ithaca
Here still they make noises but I spoke to them as though they were still
Capable of being human but they did not understand that it was an honour

VI.

i.

And now they ask
What is he selling to us
And I say I only have things that you need
Like the way you need someone to live in your eyes
And they reply: We surely do not need any such thing
And I say to them then I have nothing to sell you I am sealed for you

ii.

They fail to see that I spoke to them because of you
For it is the writing of the Book of Hours that I learnt
How to speak and seek and reach and rise and form roses
But then they do not even know how to bend their fingers
They do not know how to form songs out of their fingers
But I carry on my path to call and seek you from the nine worlds

iii.

And I who planted the olive tree at the south west corner
And where always the sun sung summative silence and soul
Of matters and non matters and the plant rose slowly like a green tide
Rising and blowing in the seasonal winds and there the green velvet olives
Became eyes of the tree and Bayhoola found her Simpalele in the snakes
I found a chapter of the Book of Hours in the dance of the snerenaking snakes

iv.

And I carried on following the earth as she rose
I carried on singing like the Yellow Bird and I kept on calling you
I kept on responding to you rising and writing my Book of Hours
And you were rising with me raising in me the copy of the Naz Strand
And there were mists and oceans there were harbours and winds
There were all sorts of callings and happenings all were in the Book

vi.

I am here before the shore of Naz Strand I am here before your ocean of rising hours
And rising bells and I hear your footsteps rising like the ocean and here I am who is
The answers to all your calls and I respond in the silence of time and who is always
Following you like the tides of the rivers always coming back for you are my brooks
My springs my rivers and oceans skies and worlds and galaxies of the Book and you
Are my Kalevela! Kaalbella! My aina, always my time’s mirror my Itämeri ilmakupla
 

 

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To Read the Following Poems Follow the Links

The Inner Phantom

I Search for the Myth of Life

Like a Blown Kiss

Rainbow Lady

East Grinstead

Epyllion

Circularity of Our Understanding

Playing I do with Words

I’m no Macbeth

The Straight Line Theory

Keep Falling Starlike

Slaves of None

Through the Window

In the End

Theory of Spin

A House of Clouds in the Sky

The Bud  Dramatics

Sizzling

 

To Read More of Munayem Mayenin's Poetry

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